Phileosophie

This is a great sermon and has taught me a fair bit about friendships. The below is an abbreviated transcript, because it has been worded so nicely I really couldn't say it any better than he has. You can't rush relational intimacy. It doesn't happen in a day. Sometimes in the eagerness, because we are so starved for actual people in our life, when anybody shows us any attention, we just come on so strong and lay it on so thick coz we're trying to Amazon Prime the relationship. But when it's just this tiny little thing, you just add tiny little twigs to it and a little bit of kindling to it. You can't get to the big logs right away. That little flame is not enough to take on that big log. So you need friendship kindling and that takes time. There are things in society today that have made it harder for us to develop friendships. There is an increased ease of movement. Where in the past, you would have lived and died in a similar location, these days, you can tak...

Our purpose in life is to praise the Lord and speak of His faithfulness (Isaiah 38: 18-19) so when we pray, do not pray for our own protection or for our own benefit, but pray in order that God may be glorified.  In Isaiah chapter 37, we see Hezekiah cry out to God to save Judah. But he doesn’t ask for Judah’s salvation. He asks that God may prove Sennacherib wrong so that the world will see that God is not like the wooden and stone gods of the other nations.  In Isaiah chapter 38, Hezekiah is given 15 more years of life, after an illness that was meant to kill him. But he doesn’t say that God has given him life for Hezekiah’s benefit. He says instead that he has been humbled by God - that he has been kept alive because if he was dead he would be unable to sing God’s praises. A dead Hezekiah would be unable to hope for God’s faithfulness or tell his children about the Lord’s faithfulness.  Why is God against those who are proud? Because humility allows you to see that all...

 What a beautiful thing. Isaiah is such a dense book, and at first glance, so difficult to read and to extract anything from, but chapter 28 speaks of the destruction that God is to bring upon Israel. It condemns Israel’s pride and reliance on itself. Isaiah sends a warning to Judah because of the alliance they have tried to make with Babylon (rather than trusting in God’s protection). Likewise, in modern times, we place our trust in things that we can see and control - our friends, marriages, jobs, finances. But all these things can fail.  Isaiah calls us to place our trust in God. He also reminds us, that even where there is destruction, God is working. He is breaking ground, so seeds can be planted and new life can spring forth. Spices are crushed to create a form that is more useful, more effective. Trial and tragedy prepare us for a new way.  As always, there is a hopeful end to the chapter. God’s plans are “wonderful” and his wisdom is “magnificent”. We can trust in...

This message has been very timely. I have been trying to reconcile these two things in my life: 1) The need to be content with God alone. The need to praise God in good times and bad (like Job). The need to seek God first, and not just so He gives me what I want. 2) The desire for companionship, marriage and family . On the one hand I felt that God would not place these desires on my heart if He did not plan to fulfil it - because God is a loving God and He does not do things just to be cruel or to mock (Ephesians 6:4). But on the other, I am 38 and have never been in what I would consider a proper relationship, and certainly have never been in one with a Christian. So at some points, finding it so difficult to reconcile the two, I questioned the very core of these beliefs - the existence of God himself. If these two things are inherent to what I believed of God, and these two things were irreconcilable, then did God actually exist? But God has been gracious enough, to lately provi...

In this season of life, I decided I should finally put some solid effort into understanding this verse that has come to me repeatedly - Seek Ye First the Kingdom of God (Matt 6:33). You would think that after all this time I would understand it, but I have often wondered what it should look like in day to day practice. The truth is, while inundated with my medical workload (over the past decade), I have found it difficult to have the emotional bandwidth to be as kind or as patient as I would have liked. I have felt very unlike the Lord Jesus Christ, essentially, like some failed version of a Christian. Hopefully this year, with more time on my hands, I will finally have time to tend to my spiritual life. I came across this sermon by Tim Keller. It is full of biblical wisdom, as usual.  1) God is always working 2) You will not be able to figure out, for a long time, what He's up to. 3) God works non-obviously, but God works 4) God's guidance is more something God does , than so...

Okay so life has been pretty sweet lately. I've returned to Sydney, this time for good, and I've set myself up with a sweet little gig that only requires me to work 2 days a week, but pays me pretty much the same as when I last worked 6 days a week. Admittedly, I'm now much more qualified than I was back then, but these are still wins in life that I am celebrating. As part of my resettlement, I was unpacking and going through boxes. I almost threw a bunch of old notebooks away, but noticed that they contained notes from 2019 which was arguably the worst year of my life. Some of the best things I have written, have come from intense wells of hurt. Anyway, I decided not to waste the pain and kept the notes. I might share them here one day.  What I have decided to share for today are my notes on this topic - "When God Says No." I'm not sure what these notes were based on, but I can only imagine that I had listened to a sermon of some sort, presumably online.  Whe...